Sunday, January 18, 2009

I wanted something out of reach
It's killing me
You're all I see


Ahh,i miss blogging.Haa.
Sorry for not updating cause i've been busy with my coursework and stuffs.
Yar,very busy.Hah.
Anyway,im totally pissed of with the speaker.Urgh! I tried to fix it but still not working.
Last night,was the keyboard but i managed to fix it.Grrr!
Ok,nevermind.
Well,i just came back from S'pore Expo with family and did a lil bit of shopping.
Then,off to Bedok Corner to have our lunch and back home.
So right now,im here blogging ler and later,i've to finish up my coursework.Haiyo!
I hate doing the coursework but i HAVE to do it.Sigh.

Yesterday,had CCA open house.Well,i've nothing much to say about it.Had to wake up early.
Otw to school,i saw an accident at the express way between a bus,car and motorcycle.And and i saw something else.Hah,shhh!
I helped on the big paper and thanks Irah for helping me paste it on to the wall.
It was really hard to get some students to join us this year.I found out that the sec 1s that came were like so little.Not like the last year's batch.Ok,whatever.
Spent some time with him outside school and walked back home.
In the afternoon,went to grandm's house.Had a story telling session.Lol.Grandm told us about her when she went to Mekah.I was listening to her very attentively.I wish one day i could go there.Cehh,jangan macam paham eh.But seriously,if i were to have the money,i would want to go one day.Hrm,yeah.Went to West Coast first and bought some food first and went back home.Found out,there were 18 messages.Hah,somehow i forgot to bring along my phone and it is making me pissed off.Grrr!

Hrm,this week school had been okay.Mr Cheen came back and he had already started teaching us.Have i tell you that Mr Cheng is my Eng teacher for temporary?Hah,yeah.
His lesson was quite fun with the 'Show and Tell' session.Yeah,it sounds like primary school but i dont think it is.Haha.As usual,the class is still having noise pollution but a lil bit better cause our co-form teacher is just next door.Haha.
The rest went as per normal.Nothing much interesting had happened lah.
Last thursday,we got scolded(not really) from Mdm Mardiana and Ms Koh.
I guess what they said its true.I mean those who were involved in the SYF and decided not to come,were the ones who create problems for us.Everyone was pissed off.
And we decided to kick them out from the group.Yeaaa! I hope no more problems/complaints after this.The next day,had an audition cause the instructor and teachers in-charge really need to know who are the ones can go SYF.The instructor pulled me out first and i really thank her lah eh.Im glad cause i was selected.Weee!
I got upset when i was being told that Clara is not joining us for the SYF for a valid reason.
Haiya.Nevermind,hope you'll get well soon(:

Ok,enough about it.Well,it is just beggining of the year and i already hate my life.
It has been sucks ler.Im already not really in good terms with someone.Sigh.
I just couldnt get along with this fella.Eh,wait till the end of the year and i'll prove it to you!
And anyway,to you if thats what you want,okay then.I couldnt force you or whatever.
Honestly,i still couldnt accept this.I remembered the day you texted me and wanted a - because of mid year that was just around the corner but then i found out that (you should know yourself).And now?Dont tell me that you're going to repeat it.
Im also going to sit for my exams which will determine my future,isnt it?I know you're going to be busy and so do i.And one more thing,err its okay.I dont want to put it here.
Im going to be fine,alright.

Drop the topic.
Sigh,i've been so lethargic because of the dance prac and stuffs.
My whole body is aching especially my backbone.It kills me.
Plus,my brain is going to burst soon.Hah!
Ok,whatever.I'll end here for now.
Will update when i have the time,alright?
Take care(;