Thursday, May 28, 2009

Sorry dear buddy,Ain and dear boyf for not coming to school today.
Im totally weak since yesterday.I didnt even get to sleep the whole night.
I was busy going in and out of the toilet and kept vomitting.
I really wanted to go school if i could cause anyway its the last day.
But mum and boyf would get mad if i didnt listen to them.Hey,im born to be stubborn.Haa.
Really,i stayed awake the whole night and grandm had to accompany me the whole night.Something wrong with my stomach.Whenever i ate something,it would throw out again.So for now,i've to stop eating and bare with my empty stomach
Haa,i've been messaging with dear boyf early in the morning and later im going to meet him.Weee ~ In the afternoon,i need to go to the doctor and check my stomach.It went crazy,i think.
Currently,just listening to songs.Hey,i just listened 'Im leaving on a jet plane' and tada!
Haha,memories(: I cried when singing this song.3 days before i went India.
Haa,kalau kau bace ni,kau diam sudah eh.Hrm,how i wish i could go there again.
But at the same time,how i wish i wasnt selected to go there in the first place.
You know,i know(: Let it remains as history and history can never changed.
Ok,drop the topic before i get emotional here.
Urm,school has been bored and my class is like gone case sia.
No comment,really.By seeing our mid year results,not many could go to sec 5.
And i was one of them.I know i could make it but i dont have the confidence.
Nevermind,let she says whatever she wants to.I still have my prelim to go before i sit for N' level.At first,it was dishearten when she said that but its okay.
Whatever eh.Have i tell you that our graduation night would be held in school?
And there she goes again but come on,its once in our life time.Haiya.
Whatever lah.Ahh,im bored.I wonder what are they doing now.Haha.
Oh yes.I've something to say to my buddy(you know who you are).
I still love you as a friend(im not a les!) but then why you had to break the promise?
You promised me and her to come and yourself?Sigh.
I dont wish to break our friendship.You know 4 of us have been always together.
I dont wish to fight with you just because of small thing but i just want you to reflect yourself ok.Dont promise us if you cant.
Urm,mum just called me and boyf just messaged.Both were worried about me.Haiya.Mum(!!!) Get home quick,please.
Singapore has already one case on H1N1 virus.Urm,better takecare of yourself,people! Scary sia.Haa.
I better get back to my bed before i faint in front of the comp.
Haa.
Take care(: