Next To You - Jordin Sparks.

I was speechless this morning when i found out about my Malay Paper 2 for prelims.
'Tamparan yang hebat'(a tight slap).Whoa,it really made me realised how important my MT is.Now,tell me.How am i going to do for my O' level Malay? The prelim is just on the next Thurs(if im not wrong).That was just N' level prelim.I did give my best for my comprehension part,really.It was tough.This isnt the end of my journey.I still have a few steps more before i finish my last lap.It's tiring but this is what i've to go through no matter what.I held on my tears when my co-form was giving some lectures to us and it really gave me a big impact.By hook or by crook,i'd make myself free on every friday for at least 3 hours after school.I'd push myself to do every single assignments that would be given to me.I made a promise to myself.
All this while,i've been doing my Maths cause it's one of the compulsary subjects to go sec 5.EMB3.I left my Malay behind and this is what i got.I deserve this.Not much time left but i know im not too late to buck up.
Alright,skip this.

School was as usual.Those usual routines.
Haha,my wonderful classmates were making some ritual thingy.It really looked like one.As usual,the girls couldnt stop laughing at their stupid but cute act.This is one of the reasons why i love my class.That was before Physics lesson.
Last lesson was Math.Finished up the paper.Ceh,Cika could solved one question at last.Haa.Yesterday's Math class was much fun.My math teacher made my day! *smiles widely*
I was asking some help from him and before he did,we had some conversations on blog.He was saying i look different in school and all.Of course lah! I dont mind looking ugly in school cause is just a school,right?Anyway,later someone jealous lah.
Haha.Go to Cika's blog.She posted about part of our conversations.I just couldnt stop laughing and i was wondering why must always be my blog and not others.Grr.
Hah! This is why at times i love Math class.

Oh no.I just got news from my parents.No wonder i felt like there's something amiss in school but i hid it.Azlin's dad just passed away a few minutes ago.*sigh* My mum's brother or so called twin.We used to celebrate our birthday together with other April babies since his was on the 21st.His last daughter has not even 1 year old,is now being left.My mum must be grieving right now.Who wouldnt?
Even i would but im controlling my tears now.I know its hard to let that someone go but He loves him more.Im sure we as family would rather see him go away rather than suffering in the hospital.Im still unsure what has caused his death but a month ago,mum told me that he had leukemia.He was one of my favourite uncles that i love to be with.Alin,whatever it is,you still have your PSLE to go through.Do your very best and make your late dad proud of you.He's there looking at you.How weary it is cause its going to be fasting month in 2 days time and Raya?*sigh*
Hopefully,Cik Rozi and her family is strong to face this.
Last note,
"Semoga Allah mencucuri Rahmat ke atas rohnya.Amin."

Anyway,i changed my blogskin back to the old one.I dont know what happened to th e one that i've used.Grr,alright.I better get ready now.Dad is on his way to pick us up and off to Lakeside.Take care(: