it was only 1st of May and it turned to be a bad day for me.
im hurting right now )= last month,i fell sick for weeks and now? *sigh
sometimes,i wish im far away from here where i could have all my time alone.

i know you'd just say dont bother them as long we're still together but i couldnt take it anymore.i had enough of everything.
they snatched you away from me,they gave me their two-faced,they said we dont suit for each other and later?whats more?
she started it first by saying he isnt compatible with me.i felt like laughing out but when i read for the second time,i could feel my heart breaking.
we've come this far for three freaking years! what about her?why did she has to say that?
was she trying to say she's way better than i do?i had never disturb their lives but why do they have to come and appear in mine?too many questions are playing in my head.
what is next?i just beg to those bitches to stay away from my life,please.
you people are too much.i'd really appreciate that.
family?i know i should stay out from this but i couldnt help it.stop being like an immature kid.
you all are adults and please act like one.you cant just simply break our relationships.i hope everything would be fine soon.
*sigh )=

currently,im busy with the mid year exams.well,2 subjects were done and more papers are coming starting from this wednesday and all the way till the 12th may.
im left with exactly 30 more days before malay o'level papers.my heart is beating fast. -.- do it once and thats it.i dont wish to sit for the paper again.
to all my friends out there,'all the best!'
had been meeting boyf late afternoon at macd and did some revisions there.thanks for making your way here although you were sick(:

yesss,im officially 17 years old now! *yay
thank you so much for all the birthday wishes and surprises.i'd love to share one of the special presents that i got from someone one day.
oh yeah,to ifah and khidir thanks for the birthday cake.hehehe.it was such a blast day for me after 2 years ^ ^ some of you may know what i mean.
haa~

so today was a public holiday.spent my day at grandm's house but before that i got myself 'Dear John' novel.
yippie~ ive yet to catch the movie but too busy.i want to watch 'The Last Song' but im still having papers )=
its okay because ive read the novel till i cried(=
i ate a lot at my grandm's house and now,im skipping my dinner.i think im gaining weight.thumbs up! ^^
haa,i better get back to books now before i start to regret.
will be back soon okayyy.
take careeee,xoxo.