1 MORE DAY TO SCHOOL! sigh )':

out of the blue,i don't feel excited for it.yes,not at all.

for sure,i'll be missing this longest holidays that i've ever had.

i'm nervous.i'm scared.i feel insecure(wth!but yes).

): i ain't ready for school please.my mood just so down suddenly...

these holidays....

i managed to spend time with him but not to what i expected.

many things had happened between us recently and i just really dont kno lah.

i've been crying a lot since April but only today,i've stopped.

you should be with me but you chose to be with friends.i mean,if its true that you missed me like you told me.

and one more thing.

you kno how hard it is to gain someone trust after he once had betrayed it?

and you did it again just easily without thinking about it.

honestly,idk if i should trust you again ):

one thing for sure,things won't be the same once i start schooling.

no more late night chatting.no more rushing to your house just to cook with you something...

i think i've sacrificed enough for you ok.now,its all up to you.

well,the day before i managed to a little bit of my time with some of my classmates.

yes,just A LITTLE BIT as i had to make all my way to Pasir Ris with him.i promised him.

i aint those kind who broke promises.*peace HAHA.

yesterday was sister's 16 birthday and mum bought that brownie cake.mmm,i loike! (Y)

and my sister doesnt kno what is mum going to get for her.teehee >.<

exactly 3 weeks left and its mine~ Prince William will get married on my birthday! AWWW <3

shall update again tmr/sunday.

:)

goodnight,xo.