i kno this video long time ago.i'll make new one when i'm free :B
hey you.i hope you're reading this.i know life will hard for you now but don't give up.i'm still here for you.i'm not going to leave you no matter what happen to you.i know people might be thinking that i'm dumb for having you but i don't mind.the day before you went to clinic,we weren't really contact and i was mad because you didn't text me.the next day,when you asked me ,

"do you still want with a guy who is having this illness?"

i was already afraid of losing you.i held on my tears till i got back home.i didn't really have a good sleep since that day.all i want to do is to be there with you,accompany you.i'm sorry that i couldn't.i would if i could,i swear.the second day when you were in the hospital,i managed to visit you.you just won't know how i felt.frankly,i can't help it to see you with the injections.and you'll need to do it every day.after visiting you,it hurts me more to see you in that condition.come on,you're only 18(not even 18 yet :P ).its like too young for you to have it.unfortunately,there's nothing that we can do.some things we just can't avoid it.

may be it was a lesson for everyone,may be it was from His test.things may change a little bit for us.no more fast foods every time if we met....and many more.i hope we'll still stay strong and we'll go through it.i realised we went through a lot together.i still remember when friends kept saying me stupid for waiting for you and so on but i don't bother them.we both made mistakes in the past.surprisingly,we've come this far and this coming 5th,its our 51st Monthsary(:

i'd ask nothing much.i just want you to extra take care of your health now and i hope this relationship will last long.i won't ever leave you because of your illness,mind that!

I STILL LOVE YOU,KHAIRUL MUBIN!<3 xoxo.