Sunday, August 12, 2012

good afternoon!
so it's sunday and i guess every school kids are busy finishing up their assignments and for some,mugging for exams.chill yo,kiddos cos' Raya is just 7 more days!well there's something at least to look foward to right?
so how's your Ramadan?well,i had to go through a lot of pain,physically.
i had wisdom tooth on the second week of the fasting month and it really killed me but thank to my aunt who willingly to do the extraction for me and it's free! hehehe :{D
and the week after next,menses came and till today the cramp is still not subside.well shall not go into depth for this.i'm left with two weeks of school but actually it's already study break.shall be positive and force myself to go since i'm still unsure of the last topic for Advanced Accounting.really need to ace this semester's modules so i don't really have to work hard the next semester.
hmm been busy lately with preparation for raya and also exams.time seems to fly so fast especially on this fasting month.for all i know,after all this busy month i'm having,i will treat myself with something that i've been yearning for.

oh yeah! they're finally here again after one year and will be doing a concert!
i've yet to get the tix.hopefully the standing ones are not sold out yet.
please save it for me!!! *screams (life as a fangirl)
what more could you ask for? hehehe!
this time,i shall welcome them from the airport too and hopefully if they arranged for a meet & greet,i'll be able to meet them again! i'm blessed. meet you again soon,Nath Tom Max Seev Jay!!! miss ya!!!!!!!
heh i shall get back to books again now.in case i didn't have time to update,i'd like to wish all Muslim over the world,Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin.

Saturday, July 21, 2012


that was taken by bf who is playing with his camera app in his phone hahaha love him always! that building has lot of memories between us and i'm missing those days :/ hmm...Alhamdulilah,it's the first day of the fasting month and i managed to go through smoothly and it was good.
i'm pretty much contented with it.managed to control all my emotions.hopefully,i can go through the same for another 29 days.Insya'Allah,Amin.

this week had been a bit hectic for me with school.will be having the final test on this thursday.then will be busy squeezing my brain to store in new topics especially for Advanced Accounting.furthermore,we have no much time left as exams are a few weeks away.besides school,i was being real mad with the public transport,to be specific the trains.oh my it really tested my patience that i just let go my tears.i feel like speaking up to the government or the higher authorities about this.they really need to do something about it!
getting them to pay $2 million isn't enough for me.really pissed off.however,at the end of the day bf would make my day and i'm thankful for that.he really knows how to put a smile on my face at the end of the day.

hmm life as a fangirl has never been easy.lately lot of things happened to the The Wanted and also in this fanbase.i'm tired of reading the tweets and articles which i'm not sure if it's true or not.i miss the old times.things happened drastically.i hope everyone out there is alright.not going to believe anything till the boys speak for themselves.anyway,the bright side........................The Wanted is coming back to Singapore this September.woooohoooo~ yes! they said this themselves when they did a webchat last night.
hopefully they will hold on to their words.excited,much? hehehe!


alright,i'm done.will update whenever i'm free.to all Muslims all over the world,i hope it's not too late to wish you Happy Ramadhan.have a bless one! Insya'Allah ;) 
xx

Friday, July 13, 2012


cheers to the freaking weekend,not.lot of work to be done especially revision on taxation test this monday.
just had another test this afternoon.a practical one for computerised accounting module.glad that the question just gave us 4 name cards.usually for our revision papers,we had to do 8 name cards which was so tiring.i mean our eyes.we stared at the computer screen for 2 hours straight but usually i managed to complete it within 1.5 hours.i did the same for the test just now and i was the first one to pass my paper and data to the invigilator.after awhile i was panic because i was afraid if i had left anything out but i felt confident that i did the right thing.hmm so next test is on monday and another one end of this month.one test after another,le sigh.

there's a family gathering tomorrow.we'll be having seafood for dinner,i guess? also celebrating grandm's and youngest brother's birthday.which means i am left with Sunday.hopefully boyfriend is free to study with me.
i miss him.he has not been himself lately and no one is making me laugh like always.
i'm done for now.have a nice weekend everyone! xx

Wednesday, July 11, 2012


it was only the second day of school for me and i'm already worn-out.on the first day i had to take medical leave.wasn't feeling well since last thursday.had the worst headache and i fainted in public on the sunday.i just don't know what's wrong with me! it annoys me much that i keep falling sick all the time. thank god for lovely friends i have in school who understand my situation and always on stand-by mode.haha.
just as school started,they reminded us about the tests.i feel like screaming.with my conditions like this,how am i suppose to focus.been having plenty of rest but the pain won't go away.
alright i'm done here cos the pain starts coming in again.furthermore i have lots of work to do.
xx

Thursday, July 05, 2012

Alhamdulilah,it's a such a nice weather to be on bed and rest.
but i decided not to even though i'm all drained out now.my eyes won't just shut.
i really need to adjust my body clock.i'm not ready for school.i'm not ready to listen hours and hours of lectures.i'm not ready to ride the train during the peak hours.i'm just not ready for the old routine.ironically,i want to get this all over done as soon as possible which i have actually about less than 9 months.i could feel that this year's term breaks is the most boring ever because someone is busy with his projects and internship for his final year.well he still does make time for me whenever he can.
anyway,the past two days i'd been spending time with my lovely people.
we indulged nice foods and basically just laughed at anything that we could.i'm blessed to have them always.
pictures are on my instagram.i'm bad at editing hah! 

so tonight or to be exact is after Maghrib(at dawn),my Muslim brothers and sisters celebrated a day called "Nisfu Syaaban".it's like a whole new brand of year for us.it scares me when i read some tweets about this day.well excuse me,i'm sorry because i know i should have known this before but (insertwhateverreason).oh yup so the tweet that i came across was about Allah SWT will write the names of people who will leave this world during this year.i mean i know everyone will go one day but you'll never know if your name is on the list.i have been always wanting to be a better person/Muslim.it's easy to get to Syurga(heaven) without forking out a single cents but humans have been always spending a lot which may lead them to Neraka(hell).
hopefully,Insya'Allah with an open heart i'll repent.

why did i sound so...............*krik krik* that is so not me.
hahaha but hey i really mean it! 
okay may be i should stop here and get some sleep if i want to have breakfast later.
hopefully le derp is free to accompany me! goodnight xx
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hey happy 63rd monthsary to us ;)
i love you always.....