19 days left to N levels.Had a talk from someone who came from ITE.Well,there's my course that i really wanted to take up since last year.It just started.So go and guess yourself ok?Heh.However,i need my O'level cert cause that course is under Higher Nitec.On a second thought,it would be better if i just go up to sec 5 and proceed to poly.Its still the same(-.-').On the brighter side,i could just go straight to Uni but overseas from Higher Nitec.Ahhhh(!!!) Im still thinking where to go IF i couldnt get into sec 5.Its superb hard.Education,nowadays(sigh).
Lets drop the topic since i've not even done my N' levels.Oh yes! I didnt know Mey also wanted that course too.Heh,we can work at the same place eh one day.(Insya Allah).
Left with 4 more days to the fasting month and i've been feeling so lethargic as days go by.I've posted about this in the previous post right?Hah,yeah.Idk why.In class,i felt so restless and today,did nothing much in school.
I miss my class.As the N levels are getting near,they're changing and i didnt expect things are getting worse in class each day.Class journal lost.Yeah,i know to you its not a big deal.I thought we'd change for the better after the Sec 3 Camp.I miss the spirit that we used to have.The nature rumble and all.The performance we made and it was actually last minute plan.The girls especially.We really enjoyed that very last night we had.All thanks to our most supportive instructors.
Where all those spirits have gone to?I know you guys see me in class,sitting quietly(ok,not really ah) in my place and might be thinking that i'd not bother about the class.Come on,we've grown up.We're going to seperate soon.(Sigh)
Im out of words.I just hope one day,we'll get how we used to be.
Stayed back with Cika after school today.Talked with Azli first then Cika.
Babe(my friend,my nurse,my math buddy,my gossip partner and the list go on),im sorry i didnt know how to help you in this.You have brains,you're matured.
Think deeply about it.Do whats the best for you and that someone.Just listen to your heart and whatever your decision is,i'll support you from the back.
Cheer up girl and dont stress yourself up about it ! :D
I'll be here if you need me.
Yesterday,boyf sent me home.He was so concern about me after the incident hit me.
I MISS FADHIL FXXXING MUCH!
Yeah,Fadhil and his family came here last Sunday and something happened.
It was another worse nightmare and now,somehow now im very phobia about it.
Lucky,i've a mum who is very understanding.Thank you,mum.I love you very much.
Ma ! I smell something fishy.Hehehehe :D
Currently,doing nothing much but only chatting with bestf.Oh yes,im addicted to the song that bestf's sis(eh,no! twin lah) just sent to me.Haha,random lah.Okay,im done now.My math assignment is waiting for me.
Take care :)
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