"It has become more complicated to say something that may have been easier to share last week. Somehow,the current situation has changed so much that you could be feeling insecure about expressing your feelings. Although you might muster up the courage to finish a recent conversation, you're quickly tempted to abandon your plans. There's no need to overreact; take the additional time required to resolve a delicate relationship issue."

it can read my mind because its true.i took this from my twitter ; twitscope for today.

i'm done packing my bag for Edge Camp this Wednesday and i'll be back on Thursday.

so yeah,it's a 2 days 1 night camp.lol.

feels like running away from here.i wish i could :'<

okay,at least i'm going to the East side which is quite far lah.hah.

really looking foward to it to distress myself.ah hah,read my twitscope -.-''

my backbone hurts a lot since last week >: neither can i sit straight nor bend.it's hard for me to get up once i sat.

its too painful that sometime it could make me cry.boooooo.

i'm not ready to sit on the wheelchair or stay on the bed for the rest of my life.

(why the hell i think far?) but i'm really afraid if .................

i've not been going for my appointment and i'm afraid to tell mum about it.sigh.

and mum just asked why i'd been pee-ing so frequent these days.scares me a lot......

okay skips that first.it's Monday today and i wasn't really in my mood but my first AFD test result made my day.Alhamdulilah,Amin(;

i don't have to retake(Y) and also i passed my S&W Theory Test (Y)(Y)(Y).

awesomezxc.waiting for BEV and OFA now.

heeeeeeeeeeee~

that day went really well until i read your inbox.i knew i wasn't suppose to do that and i'm sorry.sigh.

it hurts a lot and you just won't understand.

I DETEST YOUR BEST FRIEND AND EX A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!! _l_ go and die to them.

too pissed off already.if i could run away from this place,i would.

thank god,i've things which i think its enough to occupy my holidays.

i shall look foward for my camps.here are some plans for my upcoming holidays:

• 15th - 16th Edge Camp
• 18th -19th Family Outing/Overnight @ECP
• 20th - 21st BLAZE Camp
• 25th USS(again!)

and i have 2 projects that are needed to be done over the holidays and some meet ups with old friends.i'm keeping myself busy to keep myself away from thinking those bitches who hurt me a lot.will update about cousins' outing soon when i'm free.

goodnight,xo.