Friday, December 09, 2011

in another life,i would make you stay.
so i don't have to say you're the one that go away.

so here i am down w/ flu,feeling a little bit of depressed.har har why?because i didnt win the passes to chat one on one with The Wanted.anyway idk how the hell i could have this flu out of sudden.must be the weather sigh.i hope i will get well before this wed.i want/need to enjoy the partayyyyy!
today was the last day of school and all i did was 2 questions on stock valuation within an hour.so the other half,i relax and the other half,he let us off to have breakfast.the next lesson,he gave us short briefing for CA2 and the next and last lesson,took attendance and went off :) what a short short short day.everyone was in holiday mood.from there,i took the train all the way till Boon Lay and met sister and also cousin then bus-ed 198 to Queensway to collect our TW's tee.finally we had Ben&Jerry at Vivo and back home :)
hope to have a nice weekends coming ahead.i really should enjoy to the fullest for the first 2 weeks of my holidays and get back to my holiday assignments and mug for CA2 on the last 2 weeks of my holidays.
boohoo :< i want to get over with all this soon!at the same time,i would want to proceed to Yr 2 with a good gpa sigh.

recently,there was a tiff between me and ................. sometimes i wish i could really end this and see them together.no one would just understand me.no one.i don't share my feelings to others.i don't share my pain to others.i keep it all by myself.no one was there for me when i needed one unlike you.i cried myself to sleep just to forget the pain and get back normal the next day.i'd rather be alone,y'kno.
there's a lot i want to share with you but you don't seem to listen.damn,just forget it.i would want to see how far can we stay like this because my instincts said..........................
alright shall not trust my instinct but it is usually true.how?

ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffug this feeling ok?
i had enough w/ being mad at people.yes even w/ some of my classmates.
enough of this.i would really want to end my 2011 w/ good things not these.
i have important dates to look out for! skype w/ my favourite irish british boyband,The Wanted and also,picnic w/ classmates yeay!
see ya all folks x