Sunday, January 08, 2012

things are not like what i wanted.this is bad kay.it's only first month of the year.whatever it is,i kno i'm the one to blame.i kno i'm the cause of everything and because of me,things are just in mess right now.
i'm tired myself.i'm just letting things to flow by itself for now.

at times like this,i'm glad i found The Wanted.well at least there's someone who can put a smile on my face without faking it.yes they won't know i'm exist but it's okay.guess what is trending now worldwide on twitter?#TWentyTWelveTheYearForTW
i'm proud of them.they'll be performing GYC on the Ellen show on Tues but i aint sure when it'd be air here.it's okay.we have this thing called Youtube c: besides that,they're coming to Singapore soon after their tour at Australia.omg how can i not be ex-sykes-ted?!hehehe and some said most probably in April.*ehem*
it's my 19th birthday on the 29th April.come on guys!make it happen,please :P kay nah.as long you're coming here soon,i'm fine with it.you guys have been a great companion eventho it's only thru virtually but i still love you guys so much.it also doesnt stop me from mentioning their names on twitter.i know someday they will know i exist.i really salute these guys.all the best in this industry and i'll forever support you guys no matter what happens.hope to see you here soon!xx

school starts tomorrow but i thought of giving a miss because i'm still not feeling well.
backbone is another problem.so yeap,i got myself into the hospital again yesterday because half of my body couldnt move.for a second,i thought i died.le sigh le cries.
well when school starts,not much of fangirling and fanfics for me.boooooooo!

and deep down inside,i miss you so much.i know it's my fault but i still dont know how to make it up to you.
i know it's time for me to fight for this if i wanted our love to stay.
but i really don't know :'( i'm in so much pain.mum scolded me for something and all i needed was you but we had a tiff too.on the other hand,i'm feeling much guilty and want to be left alone.idknooooooooooooooo :<