just wondering is it too hard to stay faithful when you're miles away from your steady?well honestly i wasn't really mad at you for putting your arms around her.may be because the other guys did it too?she is just your classmate?oh well anyway i found out things so fast huh.don't you dare to hide things from me because i'll always have my eyes everywhere.sounds mean eh but that's how i deal.hmm so where was i?

oh.the thing which upset me was you believed or you let me being with another guy when i was just asking 'What Ifs'.fyi,ever since i knew you and ever since i fell for you,i've never had any other guy.there's one thing about you that made me want to stay with you.i know how it feels like being cheated.it is just awful.the pain is just too unbearable.seeing him/her with a new girl/guy.i wouldn't want to hold on grudges anymore and take a revenge on you.no,i won't.i don't want you to go through what i had.i thought when you were away,everything would be fine.i wouldn't want a fight once you came back here but we just had to.all you did was to give up and wanted to walk away.at times,i feel like giving up.i had enough.just wondering where did your brains gone to?if you're unwilling to be ready in a relationship,i guess you better tell me now.we knew each other for already 6 years.it must been hard for us to keep this relationship going but honestly,i would rather let it go if you aren't ready for it.

things are better now.just when i was about to rant something to you,you went offline without informing me anything.that was really pissing me off.

just wondering if the movie date tomorrow is still going on.we're not going to meet punctually at 10am :)

i'm done.i can't believe i am crying while typing this out.

goodnight xx